I’m talking to boys
Who tell me right off that bat that
They don’t like me
And then they ask why I’m always playing defense
They tell me I’m
The bad kind of different
It’s nothing I haven’t heard
They say other girls “chill”
I’ve never known the meaning of the word
I tried to get my ex to teach me how
But we broke up when I was only luke warm
And I know I’m playing offense
Charging at lighting speed
To any boy who dares to touch me
And maybe it’s not fair
But maybe I don’t mind
I was looking at the stars
I was looking at the moon
I was hoping that you’d come home soon
Heard you had a date with the past
Heard you had a date with old lovers
and your mother
drove you downtown
just so you could remember how awful it was
Waiting on love
I was looking at my legs
I was looking at the grass
Thinking that love was a destination we’d passed
Hoping we wouldn’t get there too late
Hoping it’s not too late
One last dance
You never we romantic
or sympathetic
One last drive home
I know you hate driving alone
I was looking at the past
1. I never feel good enough for guys like you
2. You purchase your clothes off karmaloop and quote underrated rap songs
3. I know more about your tastes in girls than you know about my age
4. I unfollowed you on instagram because my bestfriend told me you weren’t going to follow me back
5. You’re lonely and sad and you like that
6. xxxxxxx xxxx xxxxxxxxx
7. You have a car, but you aren’t old enough to drive
8. You only have nineteen pictures on instagram
9. Only one of them is with another person
10. You left before I could say hello
11. Do you still have the pictures you took of me?
12. I couldn’t smoke, so I wrote instead
13. We didn’t keep in touch
The Initial Crash of you 